wishful thinking is resistance to what needs immediate attention

i had this epiphany that i can tune into whoever i want be….. however i keep forgetting it mostly because i don’t have clarity as to who I want to be (self is definitely not static is it relative? Is there a self? Is it a channel? IDK) I just need to drop the ideas of who am I.. which is really far-fetched

the meaning of work arrives after it’s done if I follow my instincts I don’t need to cling for meaning.

what’s awareness really (??) does this shit run on some kind of algorithm ?
all i can say is don’t engage with stupid thoughts

Scan your nervous system before sleep …have fun with your brain’s reward system…Gaslight yourself…Develop crazy rituals unique to you (like zoning out at 5pm for at least 5 mins daily)….DETACH.

Also train your Instagram algorithm for your mental wellbeing until you find a nobel purpose to commit to because obviously there’s not enough grass to touch.