wishful thinking = resistance to what needs immediate attention

i had this epiphany that i can tune into whoever i want be….. however i keep forgetting it mostly because i don’t have clarity as to who I want to be (self is definitely not static is it relative? Is there a self? Is it a channel? IDK) I just need to drop the ideas of who am I.. which is really far-fetched

the meaning of work arrives after it’s done if I follow my instincts I don’t need to cling for meaning.

what’s awareness really (??) does this shit run on some kind of algorithm ?
all i can say is don’t engage with stupid thoughts
feed → grow.
ignore → dissolve.
simple math.

Scan your nervous system before sleep …have fun with your brain’s reward system…Gaslight yourself…Develop crazy rituals unique to you (like zoning out at 5pm for at least 5 mins daily)….DETACH.

Also train your Instagram algorithm for your mental wellbeing until you find a nobel purpose to commit to because obviously there’s not enough grass to touch.